Sunday, February 14, 2010

V-Day

I'm single on Valentine's Day.

That doesn't bother me as much as it does my friends. In fact, it doesn't bother me at all.


I have no problem with being single. Could I be happier in a relationship? Maybe.
But I'm not in one right now, so why stress over it?

Nope, it's not my being single that bothers me.



It's them.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I Wonder

I like that time at night, where you're laying in bed and have nothing to do but think.

I think about a lot of things.

What people think of me

All the work I should have gotten done but didn't

What on Earth I'm going to do with my life

If I should listen to what people are telling me.



That last one's quite a dilemma. I don't want to listen to them, but they're right. Denial.
But there's that little shred of hope that maybe they're wrong.



And that's what keeps me up at night.